Hills at ZagrebContemplation is already Heaven…

In the summer 2013 I was visiting family and friends in Croatia. Summer in Croatia is

always beautiful, sunny, quite hot, and it uplifts the spirit. One afternoon I went to a

friend’s house. She lives is in the woods, on the hills of Zagreb, with a beautiful view.

We decided to spend some time in prayer. It seemed like we were on the Lord’s

mountain spending the afternoon with Him. I didn’t know what to expect nor how we

were going to pray. Prayerfully we decided to ask the Lord for directions and we believe

He said: “Be with me, and I will be with you. Let me love you, and my love will heal

you”.

We ended up spending most of the time in silence, with occasional sharing and we

opened the Scripture together. The intimate communion with the Lord and with each

other made me realise that ‘contemplation is already Heaven’. And contemplation does

not have to happen when we are alone, it can happen in the company of another.

That’s why Jesus said that ‘the kingdom of Heaven is close at hand’; God is always very

near. In order to ground ourselves in the reality of Heaven already now, we need to

return to the practices of contemplation regularly, through which we become aware

that God is near. With a contemplative attitude we learn to spend time in His presence,

and we allow God’s Presence to sip through the whole of our reality.

That afternoon with my friend Marija was like being on the Mountain of God’s Love and

the presence of God was very nourishing. However, we cannot live in those graced

experiences all the time. There came a time to go back down to the valley, to the life

that is ordinary, filled with struggles and yet at the same time filled with the mystery of

God. Our ‘mountain experience‘ is but a reminder that God is just a breath away. When

we still ourselves, when we pause for a while and allow ourselves just to ‘be’, we soon

realise we are not alone – God is there as well. It is a reminder that Heaven is real

already now and that God wants to draw us closer into the intimate relationship with

Him. Throughout the days or through life in general we collect not only graced

moments but rubble too, experiences and attitudes that can prevent us from living to

the full. The practice of contemplation might be an opportunity to prune our inner

world and our thoughts, and find grounding in the inner peace that surpasses

understanding.

Contemplative life is a practice of Heaven. Contemplative life does not have to fight for

its own right, nor prove itself to anyone, it just is. There is so much striving in our

world, striving to prove that we are right while someone else is wrong, striving to

always be better than we used to be (which is good in itself, if it is done graciously),

and that striving is in us all; no matter our background and religious affiliation. In

contemplation we slowly learn to let go of that striving, it is OK just to be. Instead we

let God do what He does best – we let Him be in control, while we loosen our grip and

the need to control everything ourselves. Huge freedom comes when we are able to do

this. And yet it seems like we need to learn to do this over and over again. Why?

Because the ways of the world, these ‘striving mechanisms’, are ingrained in our veins,

that it will take the whole of lifetime to unlearn them and transform our ways, to truly

surrender and say ‘Lord, Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven’….. ‘do to me

according to Your will’.

© Iva Beranek (Dublin, 25th September 2013, finished in March 2014)

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